Mirror with 2 sides
reflecting every shadow
in my shadowless face
face scared of all this disgrace
beging for relief in its reflection
looking for peace in its reflecton
searshing for the one- in this reflection
this is how shes dieing in her crystal eyes
this is how shes beging for you to see her
this is how she pleases herself only
this is how you see her- this is how she will be
crying in the captivity of her own reflection
the more she wants , less she seems to get
everyday in that face, less it is to see
how come
how come
how come
cruel is as poison on its own
the reflection disorted, hungry for eyes and hands
sliping underneath the warmest skin
searching for the warmest touch in the world
to fucking wake me up!!!!
From that senseless dream I’m having
That senseless dream I used to enjoy
Closed in the castle of my perceptions
Flatered, blinded by so many of my epty reflections
Crystal face, fake tears and joy
Lacking of things feeling like a toy
OF MY OWN GAME INDEED
Shame, I was afraid to admit………..
Covers lieing with the cold body of someone
She’s beautiful I had to admit
Lieing with the cover wraped around her neck
Rubbing her face against the pillow
She doesn’t sleep again
Shivers when she thinks
Bed gets so uncomfortable and cold
Sheets scratch her from underneath
Shes alone but not
There;s someone breathing from the other side
Does she know who that is?
Is he sleeping is he dreaming deeply
Is he feeling her agoni underneath
Does he feel a hot body getting so cold
Is he dreaming
Is she sleeping
Does she touch her self in frustration
Does it feel bad that way
She took her fingers out and bit her lips again
Squeezed her eyes tight so she doesn’t see
She’s disguisted by her self!
Does she disturb herself from pain
He doesn’t know how it feels that way
And the clock keeps spining showing crazy hours
The sun rises up, enlightning her exausted bodytot
Red eyes close quetly and open again
Staring at the plain ceiling ….